Unhealed scar

Laugh. cry. love. attention. anger.

I felt that I changed a lot, from the me that I used to be. I changed from the old me, to someone that I barely even know. I was shaped by a lot of things, a scar that will never be dissapeared, no matter how hard I tried.
It will always be there, the unhealed scar, the floating feelings, and unfinished memories. It carved in my hearts and leaving some invisible marks that will never be disappeared..

now when I looking back to the old memories, it still feel fresh.. feels like yesterday, that's why it hurts to see.. even though usually I didn't feel anything, but it can sometimes comes back and struck me with sadness and despair..
when this feeling can go away?

I was trapped in an unhealed scar that will never be disappeared.. until when?