Dreams

After finishing high school, I've been trapped in choices and decisions. Where I should go after graduating? what major should I choose? but all of these questions coming from the same phrase. What is my dream?

To be honest, I don't know what is my dream. Yes, I have my hobby, I have my passion, but "dream" is a faraway words that I never found. In the end, I just go with the flow. Following the path that opened for me. Luckily, it's not a wrong choice. Even though many people underestimated me because of this major but I feel relieve because I know, I didn't made a wrong turn. couple days ago, I saw my friend status that saying she's going to canada for exchange program. I've been burning with jealousy and hatred, and I was thinking. Why I'm here? I want to go there and I know, that I have all the qualifications that needed to go there!
From that day, I've been looking for any opportunities for me to go overseas, other places. and also, from that day I know, what my dream is.

I WANT TO SEE THE WORLD. 

I tried so hard to be involved in something, to be part of a community. I swallowed my pride, and trying. all of that is to achieve this goal in the end. I don't want to be nobody, someone people can just walk though and didn't notice her. I want to left something in people's memories, I want to see what world's can offer..

I don't want to trapped here, in my safe zone. Yes, I know that the world's can't harm me there, but really, I want to be something, someone, you named it. 

But is it that hard to achieve? Should I just give up?