"Sorry" and forgiveness

"Sorry" is the word that I heard often from you.

You will kiss my hand, hug me, and comforted me while saying that words.

but then, the same situation again, and the word "sorry" is repeated.

And the things going round, and round, and round. Like a circle where I cannot run from.

Have you ever think about my feelings? Yes, I cannot reject you and you know that. slowly, this love become something different, facing to the wrong direction and I did not like it. 

Is it too much to ask? Is it so hard to do it?

It didn't even last days to make you forget about your "sorry".

Have you noticed that every piece of wounds that you threw on me leave some invincible marks that never be healed? And yet, you blamed me for not running into you every time I got something.

How come I trust you when you cannot even keep your own words?

I have learned that sometimes "sorry" is not enough. Sometimes you actually have to change.