Anxiety

My mood is not really good these 3 days, I kept angry and feeling uneasy, but I don't know what happened.

I want to scream, shout, yell, and cry out, but I cannot hear my voice.

Deep down inside i'm crying, but no one seems to hear it.
These days I feel like i'm losing almost.. everyone to talk to.
One of my friend busy with her boyfriend who just come back after a long time.
Another seems like forgetting me. She just remember me when she needs me, if not she will be really busy, even to just meet me. (well everyday I saw her chatting, tweeting, and giggling with her FRIENDS, and not even once she tweeted or ask about me T^T )

My dear friend is soo far away, also she was busy with her school and boyfriens. What can I do? :(

My housemate is falling in love with my roommate, so he busy with her and we have no time to talk (I miss those stupid time also)

My roommate is busy with soon-to-be-boyfriend, so I rarely meet her and we have no chance to talk. (we used to be close but.. I don't know. 

My other housemate is falling in love with.. ME. So it will be impossible if I talk with him, especially when mostly all my topic is about him.

So with all those busy people, I have no chance to talk with them, and I feel really lonely.
I have bunch of thing to talk, I want someone beside me and care, worry, tender. Someone that will listen to my story with interest, not because I forced them..